Cold Feet

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Sometimes I don’t want your love, your kiss, your embrace, your touch
Don’t be too sweet,  it’s disgusting
I want to be  free from your insecurities
Your strictness confines me, so suffocating, interrogating

Sometimes I longed for solitude and be free like a bird, to fly and explore something new, far away from you

Sometimes I’m scared
But your kind of love only comes around Sometimes.

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The Reason

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You are the reason that I smile
The reason why I make it through the day
And why I sleep like an angel.
When I’m feeling sad, I think about You..suddenly forgetting what I was sad about.
You are the reason why I’m angry
The reason why I’m depressed
and many sleepless nights
I cussed the day and hated the sound of your name
Refusing anything that might make me miss you
Sitting and waiting for your call as if my life depends on it
Dated to forget you but failed again and again
You’ve finally came around
And here I go making the same mistakes again
It is all for the reason that I can’t get over You.

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Remember When

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Remember when we first met? It was a mystery. Our first phone call? That was exciting. Our first date? There was an awkward shyness.  The rush? A mix of danger. Remember when we were younger then? Time stood still.
Remember when we first fought?  We’ve said some things we shouldn’t have but did. Remember when we first made up? It felt brand new. Remember when we first broke up? It felt like forever.
Remember when you’d asked me back? I didn’t hesitate. Remember when we fell in love? It was blissful.  Remember when we saw each other last, and we’ve said our last goodbye?  It was the day and every second of my life that I’d wished I didn’t let you go for I will always remember when….
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Kaleidoscope

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Our sun and stars collided, and it’s never the same. You’re mine. You’re my kaleidoscope who swept my darker days. And love,for once, doesn’t suffocate. You numbed my pain like a novocaine.
Your love is like a fairy tale: magical, subliminal. I am blown away in the way you look at me as if I’m the prettiest girl of all.  Your assurance of love is envied by the rest. They want to break us, tear us when our love is as simple as a caress, fearless, unbreakable love.
So when I’m out and about, I miss You. Enthralled knowing that I get to come home to You.
My sanctuary, My Kaleidoscope,  that is what You are.

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Jealous

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Jealous of the girl who mended your broken heart, it should have been me. Jealous of the girl who saw through you when I could have seen it easily. I would have fought the fight if I knew there was a chance. But your mind was made up and you’re moving in together. How am I supposed to tell you I’ve changed my mind?
Jealous of the girl who makes you smile when it used to be me. Jealous of the girl who crowds your mind when you were crazy for me.
She makes you happy. She makes you safe. She adores you. And I’ve told you how happy I was for you when my heart was shattered in pieces. I guess I’ll never know what might have been. For so long you were mine. I remembered when you were mine and not just the ghost of my memories. Jealous of the girl who won your heart and she’s keeping you satisfied. She’s a very very lucky girl.

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Fall for You

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Baby it’s true that I’m wild, free, and too young to know better. My friends think I’m crazy whenever I talk about you. They say I’ve got time to waste and pretty boys lined up. So give me a reason to stay for there’s other things to do, places to go, and people to meet.
I hate commitments. I hate drama. I hate games. If I tell you that I love you, will you break my heart? If your friends are around, will you act differently?
So what if you’re gorgeous and you smile sexy. So what if your eyes are deep blue like the ocean that does something to me every time you stare.
So what if I promised not to fall for you, because a boy like you is impossible to find. You’re impossible to find.

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Last Kiss

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It Stings. My mind is fucked because of you. I memorized the way you close your eyes when you laugh. I love how your deep blue eyes glow  with admiration at the sight of me.  I miss your phone calls.  Your face  tattooed in my brain. Your name impressed on my lips. I wear your clothes since  the day you left. It hurts, you know, seeing you, with someone else.
I miss your love.

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My First Kiss

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Remember our first kiss?  Eyes shut, tingling sensation down your secret garden, lips apart. They touched. It’s gentle and electrifying.  You want more. It’s rougher and wilder. You can’t stop. Raptured in this moment, the world disappeared. My first kiss. It’s crazy.

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I’m in Love

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Purple is the color of my energy. Weird for I’m always in love. Cool because love is everywhere. I see it in my big chocolate brown eyes. I see it in the flowers. I feel it  in my fave love song. I see it through his warm hazel eyes. I’m in the mood for love you see. I’m in love. Boy am I in big trouble.