Sleepless nights…. 

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Lonely

The moon is bright tonight darling

But my soul is crying

The stars are aligned tonight darling

When my heart is broken

Longed your embrace like you used to

For I didn’t disappear just to amused you

And tonite  is perfect darling

But,  I am a mess and sick of being used

 













The Woman In Me

I will not be your favorite girl 

Nor I’ll be your angel

For I am not perfect

I may need you to hold me today  and tell me everything will be okay

And tomorrow,  I may just want you to go away

I can be cold as icei

Or warm as a freshly baked country bread

I am happy

I am sad

I am a child and independent

I am crazy

I am serious

This is who I am

So you will not find a barbie doll in me

But I will be your woman

Now and forever


  

 





I Love You

I love you to the point that it’s hard to say no, and a part of myself is lost 

From independence

From selfishness

I love you to the point that I’m willing to sacrifice anything beyond my mortality just to see you smile

I love you to the point that I deny the truth and believe a lie even when it burns

But,  there is a part of me that wants to fuck you up and tell you to get lost

And screw your drama

Screw the heartache

Screw this suffering

But all my rememberings of our sweet quiet moments, your acceptance of me, and these little things we call memories we’ve built through the years is stronger 

Than suffering

Than heartache

Than drama

And when all is said and done 

My dearest I may say I’m tired of You from time to time

But don’t give up on me

For I’m going to love you forever and ever  and ever




No Other Girl

Think of me always

Speak of me only with kindness

Dream of me in your sleep

And when you close your eyes, say my name with a whisper like the gentle wind of spring

For I am the girl who loved you all the way,  and She just picked up the pieces of my shattered heart you wrecked.

And She will cry when You start to miss me

A girl like me is hard to forget. 












You Infect Me

I miss you

Why did you have to go

Didn’t I do everything  you wanted me to do 

Didn’t I begged you to stay

In this cold room I lay in our bed full of memories smelling your cologne still fresh on this pillow soaked with tears

And called your name over and over as if this pain and sorrow will somehow bring you back to me

You were like a dream that I once knew

I’d never thought of my life without you

It feels so long ago 

This distance between us is so lonely it hurts

Now that you’re gone